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#1
Mar 22, 2025, 01:52 PM
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You realize you just undid the only relationship we have. That's why I'm sad. I have been working on my apartment every day. I got up at 4:30 and did my laundry hence I needed a nap. You don't seem to understand and your own pervasive depression is a constant thing I have to deal with. That also makes me sad for you and I am always at a loss for what to say to you. But don't blame me for your depression. After 20 years I would've hoped that you'd understand that I have bipolar disorder - and for months recently have been in a mixed episode, including a med mix up for two weeks- but you always seem to deny this fact. I feel unloved by you. After 20 years that shouldn't be the case. You don't see what I do do and instead are negative. I can't change your negative outlook towards me. What I heard from you today as you left is "you are not lovable".
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat  Ingrezza 80 mgPropranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 100 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
 BeyondtheRainbow, bizi, Crazy Hitch, unaluna, Victoria'smom
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#2
Mar 22, 2025, 03:45 PM
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I'm sorry, people suck sometimes.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
| bizi, Moose72
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#3
Mar 22, 2025, 03:54 PM
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Let us know if your fwb replies
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| bizi
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#4
Mar 22, 2025, 04:01 PM
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He did reply. Said his depression isn’t my problem but it IS because that’s all he talks about! The same things over and over again and he won’t change anything or see a therapist or anything! I told him I can’t deal with his Eeyore-like attitude about the same 5 issues over and over again.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat Ingrezza 80 mgPropranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 100 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
| BeyondtheRainbow, bizi, Crazy Hitch
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#5
Mar 22, 2025, 05:50 PM
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im sorry this sucks
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
| bizi
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#6
Mar 22, 2025, 05:57 PM
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat Ingrezza 80 mgPropranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 100 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
| bizi
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#7
Mar 23, 2025, 12:36 PM
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I’m thinking about ending this relationship. I can’t stand his constant negativity and criticism.
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#8
Mar 23, 2025, 03:22 PM
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You do what you must to maintain your self.Having some one in your life who drags you down is like an eeyore you don't need. I support your decision.
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#9
Mar 23, 2025, 09:44 PM
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Now he says he’s hurt and confused.
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| bizi
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#10
Mar 24, 2025, 06:36 PM
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He is constantly sad and negative. I can’t deal with it anymore- for my own mental health’s sake!
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| bizi, Victoria'smom
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#11
Mar 26, 2025, 08:42 AM
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He sent me a birthday present which should arrive Thursday. No idea what it could be. Guess he doesn’t want to fight anymore.
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#12
Mar 26, 2025, 09:46 AM
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Happy Happy birthday to you//and many more trips around the sun!
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Mar 26, 2025, 02:28 PM
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#14
Mar 26, 2025, 03:35 PM
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Happy birthday for your birthday day
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Mar 28, 2025, 03:18 AM
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#17
Mar 29, 2025, 06:24 PM
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He thought I never wanted to see him again after everything I said to him! We made up and talked about our relationship.
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#18
Yesterday, 09:19 AM
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Happy birthday!
I do not think he is your FWB. The relationship seems deeper than that, also considering it's tenure and the way he talks about the same five issues again and again.
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Bipolar I w/psychotic features Last inpatient stay in 2018 Geodon 40 mg Seroquel 25-75 mg Naltrexone 25 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg+Vitamin B-complex (against extrapyramidal side effects) Long-term side effects from medications, some of them discontinued: - Hypothyroidism - Obesity BMI ~ 38 |
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Yesterday, 10:54 AM
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#20
Yesterday, 06:23 PM
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He was just here. Had been a while. No med side effects if ya know what I mean.
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Today, 01:53 AM
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Bipolar I w/psychotic features Last inpatient stay in 2018 Geodon 40 mg Seroquel 25-75 mg Naltrexone 25 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg+Vitamin B-complex (against extrapyramidal side effects) Long-term side effects from medications, some of them discontinued: - Hypothyroidism - Obesity BMI ~ 38 |
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#22
Today, 03:55 PM
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My new piercing!
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